Chapter One: The Artist in the Dark
The premiere had been a predictable affair. Selina had smiled at all the right moments, laughed at the producer's self-aggrandizing jokes, and posed for photographers with the practiced grace of someone who had been doing it since she was eighteen. Now, six years later, the flash of cameras felt less like lightning and more like the mechanical click of Sharn's great steam enginesâconstant, expected, tiresome.
She slipped away between acts, her blonde hair and emerald gown drawing eyes even as she moved toward the service exit. But the moment the heavy door closed behind her, cutting off the din of the party, she whispered the words her mother had taught her. Brown hair replaced blonde. The gown shimmered into a practical trench coat and slacks. A large-brimmed hat materialized on her head, and her ragamuffin familiarâa creature of smoke and mischief that usually perched as a decorative scarfâsettled around her neck with a pleased purr.
The alley behind the Celestial Theater was one of Sharn's forgotten spaces, a thin crack between towers where even the magical lifts didn't reach. Selina breathed in the cool night air, tasting copper and coal smoke, the essence of the lower levels rising up through the city's vertical expanse. This was the Sharn she preferredânot the glittering ballrooms of Skyway, but the authentic pulse of the metropolis.
Then she saw him.
A figure crouched against the brick wall, one hand extended toward the surface. Colors bloomed beneath his fingersânot paint, but pure light, pure emotion given form. Cyan bleeding into magenta, gold threading through shadow. The mural took shape: a phoenix rising from industrial gears, its wings fractaling into impossible geometries. Magic hummed in the air, and Selina recognized it immediately. This wasn't illusion. This was synesthetic sorcery, the kind that made you smell rain when you saw blue, taste honey when you touched yellow.
The artist's face was hidden beneath a dark scarf, but his eyesâgods, his eyes. One bright blue like summer sky over the Dagger River, one jewel green like the forests of Aerenal. Dichromatic. Striking. Unmistakable in their intensity.
He sensed her presence and spun, those mismatched eyes wide with alarm.
"Waitâ" he started, but Selina's instincts had already taken over.
A reporter. He'd think she was a reporter trying to photograph him. Or worse, expose her. She couldn't let word get back to the premiere that their star had vanished. Her fingers moved in the familiar pattern, words of power forming on her lips. The spell to steal voice, to silence him before he could call for help.
She lunged forward, her hand grasping for the scarf covering his mouth. The fabric came down, revealing a strong jawline, lips parted in surprise. But he jerked back before her magic could complete, the spell dissipating into sparks of silver light.
"You're trying to photograph me," he accused, his voice rough with panic. "You'll ruin everythingâ"
"I'm notâ" Selina started, but then their eyes met properly for the first time. The world seemed to stop. Sharn's constant mechanical heartbeat faded. The grinding of gears, the hiss of steam, the distant shouts from the marketsâall of it dissolved into silence. In that moment, there was only the space between them, charged with something Selina had never felt before. Something her mother's training had never prepared her for.
He was beautiful. Not in the polished way of the nobles she entertained, but in the raw, authentic way of his art. Paintâreal paint, not just magical lightâstained his fingers. His blonde hair was disheveled, falling into those extraordinary eyes. And the way he looked at her, as if she were the most captivating thing he'd ever seen...
Selina felt her composure crack. This was dangerous. She was supposed to be gathering intelligence on the upper nobility, not standing breathless in an alley over a street artist. No matter how talented. No matter how those eyes seemed to see straight through her glamour to the truth beneath.
"I have to go," she said, and the words came out softer than she intended.
Her fingers grasped her hearthstone and she traced the portal sigil in the air, the same way she'd done a thousand times. The fabric of space tore open, revealing her apartment in Middle Centralâbooks scattered across tables, maps of Sharn's political landscape pinned to walls, the organized chaos of her double life.
She stepped toward it, but a gust of wind from the portal's creation caught her familiar. The ragamuffin, still disguised as a scarf, was torn from her neck and tumbled to the cobblestones with a startled yowl.
"Wait!" the artist called again, but Selina was already through, the portal snapping shut behind her with a sound like a crystal bell shattering.
Lyon stood in the empty alley, heart pounding, the ghost of her presence still lingering in the air like perfume. He'd been so careful. Three years of creating art under the name Ezra, three years of avoiding detection, and it had nearly ended because of one beautiful woman with eyes that held secrets.
At his feet, something moved. The scarfâexcept it wasn't a scarf. The fabric rippled and reformed, shrinking to the size of a bat and the shape of a butterfly as it started to flutter it's wings and fly up to meet his gaze. It looked up at him with intelligent amber eyes and chirped.
A familiar. She was a magic user, then. Not just a reporter.
"She dropped you," Lyon said softly, kneeling. The ragamuffin hopped onto his outstretched hand, surprisingly warm despite its ethereal appearance. "Should I... should I return you?"
The creature's response was to tug at his sleeve, pulling him toward the mouth of the alley.
Lyon glanced back at his unfinished muralâthe phoenix was still incomplete, its tail feathers only half-rendered. But something in the familiar's urgent movements convinced him.
"All right," he whispered, pulling his scarf back up over his nose and mouth. "Lead the way."
They moved through Sharn's labyrinthine passages, the ragamuffin flitting ahead like a will-o'-wisp. Lyon knew these streets wellâhad to, for his nighttime excursionsâbut the familiar took routes even he didn't recognize. Down through Middle Central, across a sky-bridge that swayed sickeningly over the Dura quarter, then up through a residential tower that smelled of cinnamon and old magic.
The familiar stopped at a door on the thirty-seventh floor. Ornate brass fixtures. A nameplate that read "S. Thrane" in elegant script. Lyon's heart was in his throat as he raised his hand toknock.
Meanwhile, on the other side of that door, Selina was panicking.
She'd stepped through the portal and immediately begun shedding her disguise, fingers working at the buttons of her coat with practiced efficiency. The glamour dissolved as she spoke the counter-phrase, brown hair bleeding back to blonde, her features shifting subtly back to their true form. She reached for her familiar, intending to let it resume its usual spot curled on her writing deskâ Her familiar wasn't there.
"No," Selina breathed. "No, no, noâ"
She spun toward where the portal had been, but there was only wall now. Solid, unhelpful wall. Her ragamuffin was still in that alley with the artist. And if he examined it, if he realized what it was, he could use it to track her. To find her. To expose both her identities.
She pressed her palms to her eyes, mind racing. She could open another portal, go back, search for it. But what if he was still there? What if their paths crossed again and this time he recognized her? Her mother had been clear: exposure meant failure. Failure meant being recalled home, married off to whatever political alliance would salvage the situation.
A knock at the door froze her mid-thought.
Selina's breath caught. It couldn't be. There was no way he could have found her this quickly. Unless...
Unless her familiar had led him here.
She was still in her trench coat, her glamour half-dissolved, her hair a mess. But there was no time to fix it. Heart pounding, she crossed to the door and opened it.
The artist stood there, her ragamuffin perched on his shoulder. He'd pulled his scarf back up, but those eyesâthose impossibly unique eyesâmet hers with an intensity that made her knees weak. He held out the familiar like an offering.
"You dropped this," he said, his voice muffled by the fabric.
Selina should have taken the familiar. Should have thanked him and closed the door. Should have protected her secrets the way she'd been trained.
Instead, she reached out and pulled the scarf down from his face.
Time seemed to slow. His lips parted in surprise. She could see the exact moment he realized what she was doingânot attacking this time, but inviting. His pupils dilated. The ragamuffin launched itself from his shoulder with an indignant squeak, disappearing into the apartment.
And then Selina kissed him.
It wasn't like the kisses she'd practiced for stage and screen. This was raw, desperate, real. His lips were soft against hers, tasting of paint thinner and something sweetâhoney, perhaps, or the echo of yellow magic. He made a sound low in his throat, surprised but not pulling away. His hands came up to cup her face, careful despite their urgency, as if she were something precious.
When they finally broke apart, both breathing hard, he looked at her with wonder in those mismatched eyes.
"Can I paint you?" he whispered.
The question hung in the air between them, loaded with meaning. Selina knew she should say no. Knew she should close the door, forget this ever happened, maintain the careful separation between her worlds. But her body was singing with magic and desire, and she found herself nodding.
"Yes," she breathed.
Lyon stepped inside, and Selina closed the door behind him. The apartment was dimly lit by magelights that responded to her mood, casting everything in soft amber and shadow. He looked around, taking in the organized chaosâthe maps, the books, the half-written intelligence reports she'd hastily covered with a cushion.
"You're not just a reporter," he said. It wasn't a question.
"And you're not just a street artist," she replied, fingers already working at the buttons of her coat.
He turned to face her fully, and in the low light she could see him properly for the first time. Tall and lean, with the angular features of elven heritage softened by human warmth. His blonde hair caught the light like spun gold. Paint stains marked his simple shirt and trousers, evidence of hours spent creating beauty in darkness.
"I need canvas," he said, his voice rough. "And you need to be comfortable."
Selina gestured to her studio spaceâshe'd set it up for her own artistic pursuits, though hers ran more toward forgery and document manipulation than fine art. Lyon moved there as if in a trance, gathering supplies. She watched his hands move, elegant and sure, and felt heat pool low in her belly.
"Take off the coat," he said softly. "The hat. Everything except what makes you feel like yourself."
Selina let the trench coat fall. The hat followed. She was still wearing the glamour partiallyâbrown-haired, unremarkable features. But as Lyon set up the canvas and prepared his paints, she felt the magic slip away entirely, revealing her true self. Blonde hair tumbling past her shoulders. The curves her mother had called "useful assets." The face that graced theater posters across Sharn.
Lyon turned and froze. "You're... you're Selina Thrane. The actress."
"And you're worried about secret identities?" she asked with a slight smile.
He laughed, short and breathless. "Fair point." He gestured to the chaise near the canvas. "Sit however feels natural."
Selina arranged herself on the chaise, hyperaware of every inch of her body. The glamour had hidden her true form, but now she was exposedânot naked, not yet, but vulnerable in a way that had nothing to do with clothing.
Lyon began to paint.
His magic manifested differently in close quarters. Each stroke of the brush seemed to shimmer in the air before touching canvas, and Selina felt it. Felt the whisper of bristles against her skineven though he stood six feet away. The first touchâa line of cerulean blueâtraced the curve of her jaw, and she gasped.
"You feel it?" Lyon asked, wonder in his voice.
"Yes," she managed. "Howâ"
"The magic connects us. Color to sensation, emotion to form." He made another stroke, this time crimson, and Selina felt it trail down her throat like a fingertip. "Every color I use, you'll experience."
It was the most intimate thing she'd ever felt. Each brushstroke was a caress, a promise. Gold along her collarboneâwarm as sunlight. Silver down her spineâcool and electric. Violet blooming across her chestâsweet as wine, and she arched slightly, a soft sound escaping her lips.
"Lyon," she breathed, and she didn't even know she'd learned his name until it left her lips.
Perhaps the ragamuffin had whispered it, or perhaps she simply knew, the way she knew the sun would rise over Sharn's highest towers.
"I see you," he murmured, painting faster now. "Not the actress. Not the spy. You."
The sensation built with each stroke. Emerald across her ribsâfresh as spring growth. Amber along her thighsâsticky and slow. She was trembling now, hands gripping the chaise, her breathing ragged. This was magic and art and seduction all woven together, and she'd never experienced anything like it.
"Please," Selina whispered, though she couldn't have said what she was begging for.
Lyon set down his brush. The painting wasn't finished, but neither of them could wait any longer. He crossed the space between them in three strides, and Selina rose to meet him. Their second kiss was even more desperate than the first. Her hands found the hem of his shirt, and he helped her pull it over his head.
His body was a revelation. Lean muscle sculpted by years of climbing Sharn's towers, reaching for high walls to paint. His chest was smooth, defined, each line of his torso a study in masculine beauty. Scars here and thereâone across his ribs, another on his shoulderâtold stories of close calls and dangerous art. Selina traced them with her fingers, then her lips, tasting salt and magic and desire.
"The lights," Lyon breathed against her hair. "Too bright."
Selina whispered a command, and the magelights dimmed to almost nothing. In the near-darkness, identities blurred further. She couldn't make out the distinctive features that would mark him as nobilityâthe signet ring he'd slipped into his pocket, the quality of his clothes beneath the paint stains. He couldn't see the calculating intelligence in her eyes that might betray her true purpose in Sharn, or the subtle magical wards tattooed along her spine.
They were simply two people, drawn together by art and magic and a connection neither could name.
His hands found the fastenings of her remaining clothing, and she helped him, urgent now.
Fabric whispered to the floor. His trousers followed, revealing lean hips and strong thighs. When they came together, skin to skin, Selina felt the echo of his magic still humming through herâevery color he'd painted seemed to come alive where their bodies touched.
They moved together to the chaise, then to the floor when that wasn't enough, cushions pulleddown to soften the hardwood. Lyon mapped her body with hands and lips, finding places that made her gasp, made her arch against him. The curve where her neck met her shoulderâhe lingered there. The inside of her wristâhe kissed it reverently. The soft skin of her inner thighâhe traced patterns with his tongue that made her cry out.
She explored him in turn, fascinated by the play of muscle under skin, the way he shuddered when she touched certain spots. She ran her hands down the defined planes of his abdomen, feeling them contract under her touch. She mapped the architecture of his shoulders, his back, memorizing him through touch in the darkness.
When they finally joined, it felt like completion. Like two pieces of a spell clicking into place. The magic around them flaredâher glamours, his chromatic sorcery, all of it tangling together in the air like visible music. Colors burst behind Selina's eyelids: purple-passion, red-desire, orange-need, white-hot-pleasure.
They moved together, finding rhythm, building toward something that felt bigger than just physical release. This was magic. This was art. This was everything Selina had been taught to avoidâreckless, unplanned, dangerous in its intensity.
She didn't care.
Lyon's breath came in gasps against her ear, his body moving with hers in perfect synchronicity. She wrapped her legs around him, pulling him deeper, chasing the sensation that built like a storm in her core. His magic pulsed with every thrust, colors dancing across her nervesâindigo-ecstasy, scarlet-urgency, gold-gold-goldâ When the peak came, it came for both of them together, a crescendo of sensation and color and magic that left them gasping in each other's arms. Selina felt tears on her cheeks and didn't know if they were hers or his. The magic slowly faded, settling back into their bones where it belonged, leaving only the warmth of skin on skin and the sound of two hearts beating in sync.
They stayed like that for a long moment, neither speaking, neither wanting to break the spell.
Eventually, Lyon shifted, gathering Selina into his arms and carrying her to the bedroom. The portrait sat forgotten in the studio, still wet, capturing a moment of vulnerability and desire that neither of them had words for.
They fell asleep tangled together, exhausted and sated, as Sharn's eternal engines hummed outside the window.
Morning came too soon.
Selina woke to sunlight streaming through her bedroom window, the kind of clear golden light that only reached Middle Central for a few hours each day when the towers aligned just right.
She was warm, comfortable, wrapped around something solid andâ Her eyes flew open.
The man from last night was still there, sleeping peacefully beside her. In the daylight, with no glamours or darkness to hide behind, she could see him clearly for the first time.
Blonde hair that caught the light like precious metal. Angular features softened by sleep. And those eyesâcurrently closed, but she remembered them. One blue, one green. Dichromaticeyes that were distinctive, memorable, andâ Oh gods.
Oh no.
She knew those eyes. She'd seen them across ballrooms, at galas, at the very social functions where she'd been gathering intelligence. Lyon wasn't just an artist hiding his identity from his family.
He was Lyon D'Lyrandar. Heir to one of the most powerful noble houses in Sharn.
And she'd just slept with him.
As if sensing her panic, Lyon stirred. His eyes openedâthat striking combination of blue and greenâand he smiled at her, sleepy and content. Then his gaze sharpened, taking in her face in the morning light.
The smile froze.
"You're..." he started, pushing himself up on one elbow. "Selina Thrane. The actress. The one who..."
"The one who's been at every major political gathering for the past six years," Selina finished, her voice tight. "Yes."
"My parents talk about you," Lyon said slowly, pieces clicking into place. "They say you're...
well-connected. That you seem to know everyone's secrets."
Because I'm a spy, Selina thought but didn't say. Because my mother sent me here to gather leverage.
"And you're Lyon D'Lyrandar," she said instead. "The heir who's supposed to be focused on politics and trade agreements, not..." She gestured helplessly at the direction of her studio, where his unfinished portrait of her still sat.
"Not creating art under a pseudonym," Lyon finished. His jaw tightened. "If anyone finds outâif my family discovers that Ezra is meâ"
"It would ruin everything you've built," Selina said. She understood. Gods, did she understand.
"And if anyone finds out about my... other activities..."
They stared at each other, the weight of their respective secrets settling between them like a physical thing. Last night had been perfectâanonymous, passionate, free. But morning had brought reality crashing back.
Lyon sat up fully, running a hand through his disheveled hair. "This can't happen again," he said, but his voice lacked conviction.
"No," Selina agreed, even as her heart sank. "It can't."
He stood, gathering his scattered clothes with quick, efficient movements. Selina watched him dress, memorizing the way the morning light caught the planes of his back, the curve of his shoulder. She might never see him like this again.
When he was fully clothed, he paused at the bedroom door. "Last night was..."
"A mistake," Selina supplied, though the word tasted like ash."No." Lyon turned to face her, and the intensity in his mismatched eyes made her breath catch.
"Last night was the most real thing I've experienced in years. But we both have too much to lose."
He left without another word. Selina heard the apartment door open and close, and then she was alone with the morning light and the ghost of his touch still lingering on her skin.
She rose from the bed and walked to her studio. The portrait sat on the easel, still unfinished but achingly beautiful. Lyon had captured something in her expression that she'd never seen beforeâvulnerability, yes, but also joy. Hope.
Things she couldn't afford.
Selina raised her hand, prepared to destroy it with a word, to eliminate any evidence of what had passed between them. But she couldn't do it. Instead, she carefully covered the canvas with a cloth and tucked it into the back of her closet, behind winter coats and forgotten costumes.
Just for a little while, she told herself. Just until she could bear to let it go.
Outside, Sharn's great engines ground on, indifferent to the hearts they crushed in their gears.